LIFE IS FAIL

mattsgood:

Officially heart broken.

No one bothers to tell me shit or give a fuck to bother. I’m a pointless and waste of space…? Maybe..I’m starting to remember a little why I stopped giving a fuck a long time ago…

But your the one who shot me…

mattsgood:

I want to start over.

#BASTARD

This is what the devil plays before he goes to sleep
Some food for thought some food for death, go ‘head and fuckin’ eat
My father’s dead well I don’t know, we’ll never fuckin’ meet
I cut my wrist and play piano cause I’m so depressed
Somebody call the pastor, this bastard is so posessed
This meetin’ just begun, nigga I’m Satan’s son

[Verse 2]
My mother raised me a single parent so it’s apparent
That I got love for my mother, none of you other fuckas
Are much important I’m gettin’ angrier while recordin’
I’m feelin’ like the Bulls, I’ve got a Gang of Wolves
Odd Future is children that’s fucked up on they mental
Simple but probably not, fuck ‘em

[Verse 3]
I’m tall, dark, skinny, my ears are big as fuck
Drunk white girls the only way I’ll get my dick sucked
Suspended from school coolest nigga without effort
Easy to spot like black bitches with fake leopard
Soak me up like a tampon, but keep the lamp on
Cause this album packs enough evil
That you can’t fit inside a jansport, go to school with this

[Verse 4]
I go from AP to JC inside of fuckin’ week
Wakin’ up with random girls like “Yo, bitch, how the fuck we meet?”
I stay with grandma, she always bitchin’ about her carpet
Every time I walk inside the house, she always tend to start shit
No to drugs I never spark it, I used to be bullied for honour classes
By those slow as molasses, take this shit to school

[Verse 5]
Raquel treat me like my father like a fuckin’ stranger
She still don’t know I made Sarah to strangle her
Not put her in danger and chop her up in the back of a Wrangler
All because she said no to homecomin’, demons runnin’
Inside my head tellin’ me evil thoughts
I’m the dream catcher but nothin’ but nightmares I caught, go to sleep

[Verse 6]
I wear green hats because I’m fortunately lucky
Fuck me the monster said, some how the monster’s dead
Inside of me, but the thoughts it tells me are still evil
With this state of mind, big moves, max keeble
I’m on my grind feeble, my music is evil
My fuckin’ samples are too illegal, play this shit in church

[Verse 7]
I graduated without honors or a fuckin’ father
He died, no bitch, don’t even fuckin’ bother
I wanted a brother my mother I told her
But instead I got a sister, just like me with her mister nada
So both of our imaginations are creations of the fuckin’ situation
That’s havin’ our brains racin’ like Dayton, wearin’ some fuckin’ heelies

[Verse 8]
I know you fuckin’ feel me, I want to fuckin’ kill me
But times I’m so serious you think I’m silly
I’m doin’ Big Style Willy couldn’t touch 11-7
What’s religion nigga? I am Legend
I roll with skaters and musicians with an intuition
I created O.F. cause I feel we’re more talented
Than 40 year old rappers talkin’ ‘bout Gucci
When they have kids they haven’t seen in years, impressin’ their peers
With the same problem, the only way to solve them
Is to go to Father’s Day convention with a gold revolver
Life’s a salad I’mma toss it eat that shit up, Rick Ross it
Shit it out, bag it up sell it, I’m so damn rebellious
Cause my mother let me do what I want
She wasn’t careless, protective she is the bear
The shit is so bare, my diary isn’t hid
My father didn’t give a fuck, so it’s somethin’ I inherit
My mother’s all I have so it’s never meet the parents
When Danielle or Malonda decide to fuckin’ share
This confused boy, I wanna hug all ya, I’m bad for you kids to listen to
Soy is not the choice, I’m bad milk, drink it

[Verse 9]
My wrist is all red from the cutter
Drippin’ cold blood like the winter, the summer
Is never that’s equivalent to me and Sarah
Well that’s not her name, but I think this shit is clever
My niggas wanna know if I’m fuckin’, if I’m kissin’
But I’m sittin’ here downin’ beers simply just wishin’
With tear they try to tell me but I never listen
Cause I don’t give a shit like sittin’ down pissin’
Eighteen, still talkin’ to imaginaries
Hopefully they see the talent I carry just like Jimmy
Losers can never win me, you can never offend me
My goal in life is a Grammy, hopefully momma will attend the
Ceremony with all my homies, I’m suicidal
This my Zombie Circus, I hope the majors heard this
Fuck a deal, I just want my father’s email
So I can tell him how much I fuckin’ hate him in detail

She said I don’t spend time
like I really should
She said she don’t know me,
anymore
I think she hates me deep down
I know she does
She wants to erase me
hmmmmmmmmm
A couple days no talking,
I seen my baby
And this what she tells me
She said

I keep on running, keep on running
and nothing works
I can’t get away from you,
no
I keep on ducking, keep on ducking
and nothing helps
I can’t stop missing you
yeah

It’s like I’m her new nightmare
She ain’t escaping
It makes me feel a bit complete
yeah
Knowing someone you love
Don’t feel the same way about ya
Memories, they soon delete
hmmmmmmm
A couple weeks no talking,
I seen my baby
I’ve missed you so damn much,
heyy
I wish we could start over,
I told my baby
This what this bitch tells me,
She said

Cuz I’m in the magazines
On the TV
No matter where you are
You might hear me
Cuz I’m in the magazines
On the TV
No matter where you go
You might see me

Hello, uh, I’m Yeezy
She said, “Hi I’m Aria”
No, you an angel
You wave hi to Aaliyah
I got a show in Korea,
They built a new arena
Why don’t you come and
Watch a nigga tear the whole scene up
I know I seen ya before,
but don’t know where I seen ya
Oh I remember now
It’s something that I dreamed up
Don C says she cool,
But don’t let her fuck her cream up
Monica Lewinski on the dress
She’ll take ya to the cleaner
Sure enough a week later
I’m an extra love
And everybody know she mine
So she extra plugged
Every bouncer, every club
Show her extra love
We just praying the new fame
Don’t get the best of us
But all good things gotta
Come to an end
She let it go to her head,
No, not my Aria
The height of her shopping
was the writer’s blocking me
I couldn’t get me shit out
Anyway
I hope you die Aria

mattsgood:

I’m a progressive person and right now the only thing that seems progressive would be for me to just go to sleep forever. Fuck man, i’m so tired of everything but this isn’t the first time i’ve said this.. I’ve said this like forty times. I just do not like the concept of human life, in fact I fucking hate it. Fuck this life I never asked for it. 

Now the ceiling fan spinning getting dizzy man
Wondering who she with maybe should I call — don’t be desperate man
This ain’t no “tag, you’re it” hide and seek shit
Reality just kicked in, I lost one and now she’s winning
Found another nigga she dig
Says he treat her like a queen but she probably control him
fuck that, I gotta get her back to what we started
Start over again this time my heart’s seeing honest-
Le-leave us, leave us let’s just talk about it
I know before I wasn’t much of a man about it
But this time I realize I can’t live without you
Believe when I say it’s true I love you